I’m not going to talk about the yellow washing machine.
Waking up at 6, or maybe 7, but sleeps at 12
I wonder if you gets enough sleep.
I wonder, what drives you to go forward everyday
I rarely voice out this thought that I had since long long time ago.
Through numerous stories from the outside,
Inside of me will never stop thinking how blessed I am.
With an open mind,
I discover and familiarise myself with the unknowns in the absence of barriers and rules
I catch small fish beside the drain outside my house
Not knowing there are scary creatures swimming around, until I see one.
I started to watch movies when I was 9 while some of them were wishing they were me.
With the encouragement of exploring the unknown while you can and are able to,
I visited places which are 2944 miles far away from me.
Unfortunately, as I grow up,
I discover dark holes inside me
In the meantime of drowning in the pool of misery, worthlessness and emotional swing
This dark hole widens and deepens itself.
It’s not a new hole but it may be a surprise to you.
While I was trying to fill up the growing dark hole,
While I was thinking I’m fighting this alone,
You are there, pouring me with unconditional love,
Not through words but with actions.
You are my pillar of support
That I know will never crumble.