I have finished my exam almost a week ago. The first thing i always like to do after the last paper is to rush back home, clean up all the mess i have made during the stressful exam weeks and throw all the books into boxes hoping that I have no chance to open that box again. I think of my result sometimes, kinda worry of the outcome. Although i think i have done my best, I still have to prepare for the very worst. For this exam, i started to drink what i hate to drink – brands chicken essence. I read the label, it says it will help in boosting memory and waking your brain when you have insufficient sleep. After drinking so much, Im not really sure whether it helps me anot, but for the sake of my poor memory, I still force myself to drink despite of the awful taste. Because of exam, my skin turns drier, more pimples popping especially on the forehead and nose area, dark circles getting darker, headaches and heavy eyelids become common to me. Fortunately, weight gain doesn’t occur to me. ngek. On the other side, there are good things about exam. Besides the unavoidable nagging from cherry, I feel like a princess in home. I don’t have to do houseworks, everything is readily prepared for me. This is the part that i missed the most after exam.*sigh*
This year, december is all about doing all I want, hanging out with friends all day, staying at home reading novels and watching drama continuously. December is also about going on vacation with friends and family. Almost all my relatives are now in taiwan, how i wish to join them. I like the moment where you get to have fun and being together with the big family. It’s such a waste to miss the fun. I guess this year there will no vacation with my family, except flying to korea with my younger brother. Two days more and im going to puchong water villa with my gang of friends. Im very excited about it because it’s the first time im going on vacation with the gang of friends. Next week, Im going cameron and penang with my classmates. Although the places are very common and I’ve already been there for numerous times, it’s different this time. We don’t go visiting places, but we plan our own activities for the 5 days and 4 nights trip. The most anticipated vacation will still be the korean trip with brother. It is the second country im going to visit, finally i get to use my passport againnn!! I wish to try their korean costume, i wish to listen to how they speak in real life, i wish to play and build snowman in the snow and i wish to try the traditional korean cuisine. Influenced by the korean dramas, korean variety shows and kpop, I like the country, their language and how it sounds when they speak korean.
To my bud, being separated with someone you love doesnt have to be sad. It just means that you get a new chance to seek the right person to spend your rest of your life with. Life partner requires deep consideration, right feelings, right timing and good interactions. Both the two person involved have to be willing to stay and make things work. If one doesn’t, then it is just not meant to be. Letting go is hard, but i know things will be different if you are determined enough to turn a new leaf. I will be there to give you support and strength.